There’s still a lot I’m trying to understand as I move through life. Some days, everything feels too much to process, and I’m learning that not everything needs to have meaning. Love, loss, and life don’t always work in our favor, they twist, confuse, and even hurt, but somehow, they’re still the reasons we wake up and keep going. This isn’t clarity, just acceptance. And maybe that’s enough for now
Bit Personal
What This Trip Did for Me
Tuesday, March 18, 2025
I don’t know if I can really explain what this trip did for me. I’ve tried to find the words, but they keep falling short. I took a few days to reflect, and here’s how I’m feeling. There were moments when it felt easier to keep moving. At times, as I was traveling, I thought—maybe I should just keep going, keep heading west. The way I was feeling, I could’ve made it all the way to California.
Feeling incredibly grateful for the beautiful birthday cards and thoughtful gifts I received from some truly amazing people this year. The kind words, love, and generosity made my day extra special, which reminded me just how blessed I am to have such wonderful ppl in my life. My heart was filled with gratitude. It feels great to be seen and celebrated.
Time, Honesty, and the Things That Really Matter
Thursday, February 6, 2025
Lately, I’ve been sitting with a thought that keeps resurfacing: some truths in life don’t reveal themselves all at once. Whether it’s love, vulnerability, or understanding the kinds of connections that truly nourish us these things take time. They unfold slowly, almost quietly, often when we’re not even looking for them. But it’s not just time that brings clarity. It’s honesty. The kind of honesty that requires courage the kind that makes you pause and ask yourself the uncomfortable questions.
As we navigate through life, many of us begin to question what we truly want out of a relationship and whether it’s something attainable. We all are unique in many ways, shaped by our experiences and the ever changing circumstances around us. Here’s the question, finding someone who aligns with our values and goals or about growing alongside someone who challenges and complements us in unexpected ways. Relationships, like people, evolve over time, and the journey to understanding what we seek can be as enlightening as the connections themselves.
From Self-Sabotage to Self-Acceptance
Sunday, December 29, 2024
Looking back, I realize my younger years were a period of intense self-discovery. I was constantly trying to balance the person I thought I needed to be with the person I truly was. That fear of rejection made me guarded, often leading me to build walls instead of fostering genuine connections. But as I grew older, I began to understand that vulnerability wasn’t a weakness it was a gateway to connection.
Honestly, it’s the perfect way to find clarity and peace.
Another Notes App Entry
Monday, December 16, 2024
Life is a complex web of moments, choices, and connections that all work together to form the reality we live in. What makes life so precious is its temporary nature every second offers a chance to create meaning, connect with others, or leave an impact. The people within it move like pieces in a larger system, each one shaping and being shaped by the moments that bring them together. Whether it’s a small conversation or a life-changing event, these connections form a chain reaction that defines how our realities unfold.
Here I Am
Wednesday, September 18, 2024
Now navigating through a stretch of days that feel heavy, where everything seems to move a little slower, and exhaustion clings to you in ways that make even the smallest tasks feel monumental. There’s a weight that comes with this kind of fatigue, both physical and mental, where sleep doesn’t quite refresh you, and moments of stillness feel more like a confrontation with tiredness than a relief from it. Yet, despite it all, still trying to push through, carrying that quiet determination to keep going, even when things feel harder than they should.