There’s still a lot I’m trying to understand as I move through life. Some days, everything feels too much to process, and I’m learning that not everything needs to have meaning. Love, loss, and life don’t always work in our favor, they twist, confuse, and even hurt, but somehow, they’re still the reasons we wake up and keep going. This isn’t clarity, just acceptance. And maybe that’s enough for now
Brunswick, MD
Bong Joon-ho delivered something special with Mickey 17. It’s weird, smart, and deeper than you’d expect.
Fujifilm dropped the GFX100R for $5,000 because apparently, medium format dreams come with full-frame nightmares for your wallet.
Severance got lost in its own hype. When tone and pacing drag, even great ideas start to feel heavy.
What This Trip Did for Me
Tuesday, March 18, 2025
I don’t know if I can really explain what this trip did for me. I’ve tried to find the words, but they keep falling short. I took a few days to reflect, and here’s how I’m feeling. There were moments when it felt easier to keep moving. At times, as I was traveling, I thought—maybe I should just keep going, keep heading west. The way I was feeling, I could’ve made it all the way to California.
I see Ferrari decided to start off the F1 season in a great way. This race was complete chaos with a total 6 cars DNF, no more season debuts in Australia please. 🏎️ #F1SKY #AusGP
I truly hope this year’s Ferrari car brings out the Lewis Hamilton that his fans and the racing world have been missing, because after Practice 1 to 3, it’s starting to look like we might be in for a repeat of last year’s qualifying struggles. I hope that’s not the case.
Nick Drake meets Bon Iver with a moody, cinematic edge
Fink - Bloom Innocent (Acoustic)
The beauty of ordinary things: the sun sliding through the windshield, landing right in my eyes like it paid rent. Not quite blinding, but just enough to make me question if I’m driving or slowly being interrogated by the universe. Warmth and chaos, all in one golden beam. Yes I’m posting this while I’m at the traffic light with the sun in my eyes.
The door cracked open, just enough for a nose and a little curiosity to slip through. Some days, that’s how life feels half in, half out, just peeking. 📷
York, PA 25’
Feeling incredibly grateful for the beautiful birthday cards and thoughtful gifts I received from some truly amazing people this year. The kind words, love, and generosity made my day extra special, which reminded me just how blessed I am to have such wonderful ppl in my life. My heart was filled with gratitude. It feels great to be seen and celebrated.
Me: I probably shouldn’t… Gengar: You already did.
5 Albums That Got Me Through the Week
Saturday, February 22, 2025
Sometimes, a week can feel like a roller coaster of emotions—one day you’re riding high on excitement, and the next you’re in deep reflection. Music, for me, is the constant companion that colors these ups and downs. Here are five albums that not only provided the perfect backdrop for my week but also helped me rediscover different facets of myself. Drake & PartyNextDoor – Some Sexy Songs 4 U I’m a big fan of Drake with the melodies just as Kendrick pointed out (lol).
The beauty of ordinary things:
the war between wanting to be fully seen and wanting to stay safely hidden. I want to write freely, and to carve out a little corner of the internet where my thoughts can breathe. Here’s where I wonder… what if someone reads too deeply and forgets I’m human first, resume second?
We’re about to step into a whole new era of F1, and honestly, I can already feel the chaos (Max & Lando) or (Lewis & Charles). The F1 Live event was a massive success, bringing fans closer to the action, the teams, and the future of the sport. With new regulations about to be in play along with fresh talent the bottom half of the grid about to be crazy along with the race for the championship.
Why Cardio Felt Different Today
Monday, February 17, 2025
I hit the gym today, fully committed to cardio. Usually, I treat it like a chore kinda like another box to check. But today, I let go of the numbers and focused on the movement. A steady jog, a few incline sprints, and suddenly, I wasn’t just working out. For it kinda seemed like as if I was clearing my head. By the end, I felt lighter, not just physically but mentally.
Wednesday, February 12, 2025 →
The beauty of ordinary things: The way socks disappear in the laundry like they’ve been drafted into another dimension. A quiet reminder that mystery lives in the everyday. 😒🤔
Wednesday, February 12, 2025 →
I’ve been looking for a trustworthy site to subscribe to the digital version of GO OUT, a Japanese magazine. I read a few print issues while I was in California last December, and it was such a great read along with awesome coverage of outdoor tech and clothing.
I love Not Like Us as a track, but I don’t want it to be the defining song of Kendrick Lamar’s legacy. He’s so much more than that record. His discography captures the Black experience in a way few artists ever have, powerful storytelling, raw emotion, and social commentary into every project. He truly cherishes hip-hop as an art form and never takes it for granted. I just hope people take the time to dive into his body of work and really understand why he won that Pulitzer.
Kendrick Lamar one of the greatest artists of our time. Great halftime show I just wished it was longer.